It has been a while since my last post. So much has happened in the past 4 years and how things have changed. There is so much to tell and be thankful for. For the first time, in a very long time, the thought of this site came to mind as I seek comfort in times of affliction.
In the past 4 years, the inevitable nature of life showed no mercy: lives were giveth and taketh away. Even till this day, I am still latching on to a deep sense of regret with a broken heart. Never in my lifetime would I ever imagine that I would be absent during those crucial moments; this was not how I'd imagine to part ways and if only time was in our favor. Some nights, we would have lengthy conversations until reality blends into dream. Upon realization, I sought solace in tears. There are just too many things left unsaid...
In the past few months, the call of solitude has brought upon the need for frequent self reflection. The struggle to maintain enthusiasm and focus has been difficult as of late. With growing moral conviction, self appreciation and capacity to appreciate others, I think I can do better as a person. And to the last advice that I've received from you, I give you my solemn word of honor that I will not disappoint you.
13 years ago
